I have an addiction...

I have an addicition that I have to confess to. I am addicted to the soap opera The Young and the Restless. I know not much of an addiction, but damn I feel like I can't miss the show anymore. The drama has been intriguing and I am loving all the storylines. Very rarely do I like everything that is going on with this show, but now I can't think of anything really wrong.

Some are probably wondering how the heck did I ever start watching soap operas? Well it all goes back to when I was growing up. I can remember my mom watching them when I was younger. I never really understood them then, but the think I remember most is that they always had these unbelieveable things happening to. From Shiela stealing Lauren's baby to the Jack/Nikki/Victor/Ashley love quadrangle I just became hooked. My fantasy job would be to work as an actor on a soap opera...preferably The Young and the Restless. Maybe one day this will happen. Never say never.

I don't know what's wrong with me though. I have been in a slump. I feel very sluggish and don't really care much about whats goin on. I really am just ready to be done with school. I think my senioritious is 50 times worse now than it was last year at this time. I still have like six weeks of school left and it seems like its going to take forever. I don't know about this whole going to school in May. I haven't had to do that in four years so it will be very depressing when people are telling me about starting summer vacation and I am still in school. Blah, Blah, Blah! Hopefully I will get out of this funk soon.

Countdown to Lockdown. Has anyone been watching this show. Gosh Lil' Kim and her people are very entertaining to watch. The first episode I saw was the episode where her cousin Lala was talkin about she wanted to slap this and that person. She's very funny and I get a good laugh out of her. She seems to say what's on her mind. I watched last weeks episode last night and I felt bad for Lil' Kim after seeing it. Her going away dinner was very touching. It made me think about how we really don't realize how many people we actually have there for us until we are faced with a crisis. I took a moment and thanked god for evetrything he has blessed me with. I have some of the best friends in the world and my life has been blessed with many people that would do anything in the world for me. I just hope they all know that I really appreciate them. Well back to Lil' Kim...I think it is stupid that she got on the stand and lied (and got caught and convicted) just to keep her street crediablility. Well we don't know if that is the reason but I am assuming that is the reason why. From the show it seems she has a good head on her shoulders. I am looking forward to the series finale. it will be interesting to see how it all ends. I am sure BET will be doing a marathon of all the episodes soon. Hopefully cause I want to see the other episodes I have missed. Well I am America's Nightmare...